You wanna leave but I made it so hard
You tryna move away cause I made mistakes
It's another day you show nonchalance
I've been pushed away to accept my qualms
I gave away my love to set you free
I gave away my heart why you calling me?
Oh, but your wish is my command
You wish to accept what I am
Silence made me question your truth
Lies made me question who you are
You've rejected me enough times
It's all fun and games cause you knew I won't runaway
It was all an illusion that I am so used to
So, I hope you never say goodbye
I don't want calls to hear you cry
You're on your own don't come at night
Don't scream at me I didn't try
I held you down
I held you down
Often times I came around
And switched up my face
I probably shouldn’t lie
I'll carry around my sense of pride
Oh, I held you down
I held you down
credits
from made online,
released April 20, 2018
"Held You Down" produced by ceecide and MF Aryan. Written by Lev. Performed by Manjot Singh.